R.R says

Happy birthday little mt!

2011-10-14T01:27:00.003+11:00

It was Do's birthday yesterday and he is now 2 years old (or 24years old cat years). Our little mt is now a young adult but doesn't seem bothered to look for a female counterpart..Perhaps, he's gay or I'm in denial hehe. Bathed him during the weekend and replaced his red PVC blingy collars to a blue suede collar with bigger bling and cat tag. I know I spoil my cat, but wait till you see what my parents do to him everyday, he's like a king in this house...

A wish to him would be, happy birthday little mt, mummy and daddy loves you and don't hate mummy for bathing you! I am proud of you for having a double chin haha

Xoxox
bish

I hope

2011-10-08T03:00:00.001+11:00

It's already october, how time fly so fast, seems like it was yesterday that I wrote a happy new year post.

2011 is definitely a year to remember, never in my life I could have imagined unfavorable things happening to myself and my loved ones but they just happened.

I hope things will found it's light and everything will be okay for us. Baby, thanks for always supporting me, I know I wouldn't get through it without you.

R

I'm back from the west

2011-10-06T01:09:00.000+11:00

I'm still experiencing a bit of jet lag, so let me just list my learnings during my trip (in bullet points).

1) Never buy luxury items from Singapore again, unless you are super desperate

2) Don't even bother buying Mango and Zara outside Spain, again unless you are desperate

3) Not every one knows Brunei, so just say you are from the far east, Singapore/Malaysia/Indonesia

4) and most of the shop don't accept denominations above 50euros

5) 8 hours time difference from Sydney is a pain, my sleeping time is equivalent to the wakeup time for nick, his sleeping time is equivalent to my midday of work..haha

6) Rome to Firenze is 1hr 45mins, Firenze to Milano is another 1hr 45min

7) If you were to travel to France from Netherland, buy the ticket super early, because it gets expensive at the last minute

Many more I can share but I need to sleep

No wakeup early

2011-08-17T21:34:00.003+10:00

I don't want to work because I do not want to wake up at 6am everyday, but this perspective might change in few weeks or month

Southside- Lloyd Ft Ashanti (Official Video)

2011-07-23T17:54:00.000+10:00

I always had this song in my ipod but i kinda forget about it, so while I was driving to the gym and this song auto played, I used to like everything by murder inc. during my teenage years, and now that I'm old I still like it. Looks like my taste in music never change.

bish

i pledge.

2011-07-23T16:57:00.000+10:00

no more shopping until september!

i already know what i want...(obviously not need)

2011-07-23T01:10:00.007+10:00

for my 2012 birthday

1) G T

2) H B

3) L F

4) O W

Okay, maybe I'll own everything on this list even before my 2012 birthday.. but whatever, if you feel generous ask I will tell. and ofcourse I want the bf to be with me during my birthday next year.

xoxox

back and annoyed

2011-07-17T19:05:00.004+10:00

back in brunei = annoyed.

the conclusion for my shortened holiday = Gained few kilos!!!! I have exactly ONE week to flatten this stomach before i can tuck my work shirt!!!

Other than that, I missed H already, I should have spend more time with him. I feel bad but I went back to brunei with his blessings okay so I didn't feel as bad. I hope that he will get a job at the end of this year and really hoping that his job is in Perth so I'll have a reason to visit Perth since I have never been there and drop by Cult Status and look at the colorful bags. (So RBA please fly to Perth next year!).

Its the king's birthday so celebration for 2 weeks and this is the only time I can get sotong tutuk(dried and squashed squid)..I LOVE sotong tutuk so much! but I love H more!

Rarararara!

telling lies to prevent the lied-to being hurt

2011-06-24T21:28:00.002+10:00

hmmm I don't know. I don't want to eat bullshit, but sometimes when I'm at a vulnerable state, I intentionally ate it.

This is a crazy time of my life, i don't want to run away but it seems to me running away to better hands is actually the right thing to do. I need to focus on my life, step back millions times, long enough so you can come back to the equilibrium state.

bish

being a minimal fashionista

2011-06-05T15:56:00.003+10:00

I am so excited for my next itinerary! First it will be winter which means i got to wear as many clothes on me which I don't get any chance here! Secondly, I can wear leather shoes without the heat. Okay basically its all about the heat but also I can just wear about anything! Happyness! I have so many wishlist which I will try to order before coming there so when I landed it will be in my post box. heehee.. So I don't have to worry about my clothing!

I DONT KNOW WHAT IS PRODUCTIVE

2011-05-30T13:58:00.003+10:00

hmmmm...its so subjective! i did quite a lot but I'm not sure if this is productive??

I will be back to the office next week, will sit infront of my PC for 2 weeks then off for some good vacation. That is my plan but again that is not confirmed yet until my leave request is approved

Going to miri for seafood tomorrow which means i have to work my ass off today! cleaning my room, throwing stuffs

rararararaa

I hope

2011-05-24T01:58:00.003+10:00

for everything to be good. Went to the gym for a semi-proper workout in the evening, well I need to gain some momentum to get ready for September! Full moon party are you feeling it???

So I'm back from offshore after 18days, I feel so detached with everything..Cant even type properly with my iphone but one thing for sure Im getting better with computer keyboard. Do has been a good kitty during absence except for scratching my massage chair and rejecting red meat..Everything else is good.

I saw H eating persimmon in ft. He was teasing me with great satisfaction on his face "here have some!" *shove it in front of his phone while i was gulping my tasteless saliva* I remember we used to fight for fruits like cherries and nectarine lol i miss those times..

Rara

Things that breaks will only make us stronger

2011-05-04T03:04:00.001+10:00

I don't want to believe but He has proven me wrong and again I fall, I fall shamefully.

I don't want to elaborate more, all I have to say thanks for doing this to us, I am in a clear state now, for all these time I'm always with doubt.

Thoughts in the morning

2011-04-27T10:26:00.001+10:00

If this is for good, why doesn't my heart feel good?

woke up in the morning..

2011-04-25T10:21:00.002+10:00

and I decided I wanna be a hot mess. hot hot mess

5

2011-04-24T14:25:00.003+10:00

i love you. i love you no matter what. come again in five years time, ask if our mutual feelings have changed.

I promised myself not to cry today. Only today because its our half decade.

2011-04-24T00:05:00.001+10:00

what are we doing to ourselves?

25th

2011-04-23T01:12:00.003+10:00

Just when I thought that it will be a full circle..it shatters even before forming.

everything happens for a reason, if I were to rewind and forget everything I would be just like an empty soul. Its been a quarter of a century, and I'm back to square 1.

Happy birthday dear me, may nothing hurt you after this. May everything be the best for you. And I hope the same for everything that has been left.

I forgive you.

Goodbye my dearest.

i've been..

2011-04-05T01:54:00.004+10:00

neglecting this blog. I feel bad :( but I don't think anyone is reading anyways lol

I think it's the process of growing up and shifting. My life is different, I concentrate more on other things than blogging and the time that was spent for blogging has been shifted to doing other things like facebooking, watching korean series, surfing for stuffs, going out, gym and most importantly work. My work is just out of the ordinary, its not 8-5 its a 12hour marathon everyday for a fortnight. hmmmph then the next fortnight will be used for doing other stuffs.

and I also bought a car! which apparently slipped out of my bf's tongue as "crappy car". Well as crappy as it is, that car has ac and can bring me to where ever i want it to bring me and I don't have to worry about the maintenance because its cheap! Enough said and I'm happy for that. So one strike for 2011 resolution.

Next one I really want to strike is giving a home to everything in my room (throwing away unwanted stuffs in my room)~

bish

Look at this beauty and..

2011-02-18T23:10:00.003+11:00

wonder how will i look with this, what outfit shall i wear with this? no not getting this pair of sandals just lusting! Currently having headache, so I decided why not have a look at some shoes to blow this headache away. Well its... quite effective!

It's already February, then comes March where I will start spending 2 weeks on a ship for some well intervention jobs. I am in the process of striking some of the 2011 to-do list, so wish me luck!

bish

priority list 2011

2011-02-07T04:04:00.003+11:00

Im gonna write here so by the end of 2011, I can see what have I achieved and what not

1) Save money for holidays!

2) Have at least 3 months worth of emergency money aside

3) Start investing

4) Get healthy and lose weight

5) buy a car (very reluctant on this!)

6) Get do a gf

7) throw away stuffs in my room

I don't want to be overwhelmed by too many resolution! thats it for now!

You can't see your own happiness through your own eyes

2011-02-06T03:45:00.001+11:00

As subjective as it is, happiness actually shows through, it gleams on and indeed I was happy just because of a promise.

Thanks for keeping up what you said earlier, again I was happy for that..double happiness for me today even if you said my face is round! Grrrr...

Before i sleep, i just want to say that just like always, you still make me feel that I'm at the right place eventhough i know that I'm not. I love you, h.

x,
r

Life as you want it to be

2011-01-27T23:58:00.001+11:00

I don't know this feeling.. Is it good or bad?

I'm still alive

2011-01-07T02:47:00.004+11:00

In love, thou will be out of breath,

If out of love, wilt thou be out of words?

Thoughts

2010-11-29T09:47:00.001+11:00

Now I'm wondering if you love me enough, enough not to betray me.

Goodluck.

Guess

2010-11-09T02:50:00.001+11:00

Who just came back from KK road trip?? Me!! Super siok!! With great company! Didn't managed to go to the little islands though :(

Nothing much to update apart from feeling guilty that I neglected my cat..I wish I can easily bring him with me wherever I go.

x,
bish

Today's living

2010-11-01T01:23:00.001+11:00

1) my cat is a spoilt brat!!

2) ....im still thinking about it

3) What if there's no secret in this world? Will there be world peace?

4) I should stop shoving junks into my mouth cos I'm fat!!!!! Need to lose weight!!! And exercise of course!

4)

Testing

2010-11-01T01:14:00.001+11:00

Blogging from my phone

banar banar banar banarrrrrrr

2010-10-10T05:08:00.001+11:00

i love you baby!

i am sad

2010-10-06T09:10:00.004+11:00

that there are still people who fight for things that depreciate, they lied they'd do anything just to get what they want. it would be so embarrassing if you know that kind of people. sad but true i do know some of them. Why do you care so much about something that is worthless, something that can be yours but you invented a lie just to convince people but do you think it would? arghh how can you sleep sound at night!!!!

p.s. sunshine i'm fine and this is not about you okay

you're not telling me

2010-09-22T18:05:00.002+10:00

a lot if things. Should I just lay low? cos the less I know the less headache I'll have, but living in a lie. not only me but you too.

a minimalist

2010-09-16T16:53:00.003+10:00

trying to de clutter everything in my room, to start with. Gotta start living as a minimalist. less is more less is more.

why?

2010-09-13T19:28:00.001+10:00

Why do some people spend sooooo much time on photoshopping photos??? why?????? I just don't understand

self tying shoe laces

2010-09-02T01:36:00.002+10:00

i know it sounds cool but how lazy can we be??? theres a reason why shoes without laces were invented!

going to work in 5 mins!

if you are a nail polish addict..

2010-08-28T01:38:00.003+10:00

go get Chanel Le Vernis 509 Paradoxal! So yummy!

Let me leave the pic searching to you cos I'm too lazy to get the camera.

promises

2010-08-23T23:46:00.002+10:00

what i learnt for this sydney trip. do not say things and don't mean it.

I am guilty for saying things and not mean the shiz i said. Cos it will only hurt the other party from saying bajumu lawa to i love you to okay lets do it when you're here to okay i'll do this and that. Then the sayings became promises which is even worse cos people are subjective to promises, people like me values promises to the core i.e. whatever happens you still have to do what you promise, but to some people, like whoever, accepts promises with circumstances say oh no time, oh the weather is too hot then no need to do whatever you promise, end of story.

random thoughts that need to get out before i sleep. goodnight, graduation is tomorrow.

GASP! Guilty!

2010-07-25T23:37:00.005+10:00

So I want to start saving some money this time since I'm already earning. Tried tracking and tagging all my spending and guess what, (its only day 5 of tracking my spending) and I already spent 12% of my salary on Personal care a.k.a grooming and toiletries like seriously wtf is wrong with me. 12% doesn't sound much, lets just say for every hundred I earned i used $12. So for every thousand I earned, I used 120$. I shouldn't spend like this. My aim is to make it lower next month, say 10% and then lower subsequently.

i do not want to sleep

2010-07-24T05:47:00.003+10:00

for I was waiting for the days to pass by fast. God, please make this 2 weeks fast. and the next 2 weeks slower.

lv ads

2010-07-21T18:55:00.003+10:00

was browsing thru vuitton website and saw this. How cool is that, 2 legends and 1 headbutt-er playing foosball. Look at mr headbutt's luggage, i just realised his initials are z.z. so cool, like mines gonna be r.r. and yours gonna be h.v.n.

where are d.m.'s and Pele's bags???

image taken from vuitton.com

i'm never this baik

2010-06-19T18:52:00.002+10:00

just wanna shout out goodluck to everyone in Sydney for their exams!

distractions are minor things that you thought won't distract me

2010-06-04T01:27:00.005+10:00

there. work is good at the moment. I love driving early in the morning where there's not many cars around so i can speed, takes me maybe less than 10mins to arrive from home to the rig. Which if this activity is to be done at 730am will cost me +/-30mins of my life. Other than that, please appreciate the the subject of this post, if you've got nothing nice to say just shut the fuck up and don't say anything that distracts me(this is NOT work related)

now i've gotta sleep

goodnight, goodmorning y'all

pfft psycho much

2010-05-26T21:10:00.003+10:00

I just hate it when people are presumptuous!

the lesser the more?

2010-05-23T13:10:00.002+10:00

its so funny that it seems that the less frequent I blog, the more spam visits I get. Why is that? could it be one of the apps in this blog that made my blog more visible to spammers or what?

On a personal level, I am going to the rig (oh did I mention this in other post?) in one week time. looking forward to it so that I can have the 2 weeks of nothingness hah! I am still paranoid if people ask me how are you? how is it going especially people that knew me back from Sydney. I just don't know what to answer dammit!

"I'm good! all good"

"oh yeah?"

"Yes!"

"ooOOuu"

The fact that I'm getting crazy here doesn't stand! I just miss youu

fucking hormones

2010-05-09T01:33:00.001+10:00

i think its either I'm very tired or just being hormonal. I HATE EVERYONE.

thoughts coming out of my head

2010-04-24T12:25:00.002+10:00

kenapa stewardess brunei air seorang pun nada pakai full tudung? I think it would be nice if they at least try to take in a few full tudong girls instead of those made in china girls, macam robot bah those MIC girls. We're a muslim country for once!

busy like a goddess

2010-04-15T01:02:00.003+10:00

busy busy busy at the same time missing someone! Omg I think my life sucks for some reason! I even have to study like its uni time! omgomgmgog can someone fly over here and give me a hug?

(imy)

2010-04-03T01:19:00.002+11:00

hien has gone camping/fishing trip. I am left with Do alone. uwaaaaaa

time for the incomplete family photo!

As you can see he's using 2 collars, the purple one is the "calm collar" which doesn't help at all. But Do just found out laser light, YES red beaming laser! He thought its some sort of red flies, his reaction to the beam is exactly the same as looking at flies! hohoho!

Oh btw, Do is Doraemon's nick name in writing. Doesn't it sound very vietnamese?? hehhee we miss hien today and tomorrow and the day after tomorrow!

xoxox

bish and Do

(hmmmmmph)

2010-03-29T01:36:00.002+11:00

kitty is very gauk, too many things has been destroyed by D. Today, I bought him a calm collar which says "Good Behaviour Pheromone Collar". The collar contains 4% pheromone which apparently mimics the pheromone that the mother cat produces to calm and reassures her kittens.

My review:

So far he's behaving well (just put around his neck +/- 4 hours ago). Will update again maybe sometime next week.

xoxo

kitten master

"i don't update anymore"

2010-03-15T00:56:00.002+11:00

the bf complaint that i don't update my blog anymore. typical answer would be "tired after work bah". What lies beneath is that my life is soo boring that there's nothing worth blogging. *yawns*

I was sick yesterday. everything taste so bitter in my mouth :(

werq it!

2010-03-09T03:07:00.003+11:00

everybody is born equal in capacity.

look at this baby, if only i can afford to have them now.....

and I didn't even buy the ribbon shoes i posted before..at least this style suits my office wardrobe (wardrobe which is non-existent and the office which I will only visit maybe less than 10 times a year considering my rig assignment).

my greatest fear

2010-03-02T01:24:00.003+11:00

is to accidentally sent a text message to the wrong person. It might not sound serious but it will especially if you called someone names. The receiving end will see you as another person after the accident!

xoxo

(ada urang jahat)

2010-02-27T00:44:00.000+11:00

seriously! argh!

apakan kraja mu?

2010-02-24T17:16:00.004+11:00

went out for dinner last night with my parents.

saw some of my relatives.

got asked "Apakan kau ambil di sana?" refering to my studies in oz

"hmm aku ambil petroleum engineering"

"apatah kraja mu tu? drilling kah?"

"hmm inda kami macam mencari minyak di tanah"

"ohh geologist kah?"

"hmm bukan jua tapi macam cari minyak lah"

*then aku lari tampat lain, sal nda tahu cemana jawabbbbb*

What it should have been was,

petroleum engineering ani general, tapi kraja nya bulih 4 macam, drilling, membaca logs (petrophysics), menginstall barang(petroleum technologist) dan mencari minyak di tanah (reservoir engineering NOT geologist).

hmmmmm pandainyerrr hahahah muji diri sendiri

oh yeah balum plang lagi ku kraja huahaha

xoxo

rarararara

mother and redbull

2010-02-23T15:41:00.001+11:00

i really miss them!

plan

2010-02-13T03:52:00.002+11:00

si aimi insist on going to kk lapas allowance keluar, the problem is when? haha

I miss mother drink. I miss redbull. di sini inda nyaman RB nya. SEDIHH

i'm not ready

2010-02-08T04:35:00.003+11:00

i still can't get over the fact that I only have 3 weeks of nothingness left!! sooo not ready for work. I'm already stressed!!!!!!! don't want to work baaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh

cos I want to sleeep like this baaaahhh

now what!

2010-02-07T20:41:00.001+11:00

yeah now what?? *yawns*

think that i need to bath my cat

2010-02-06T02:18:00.001+11:00

yes he smells. cat smell.

this is my year! shoves everything

2010-02-05T05:18:00.003+11:00

so i spent my night reading the coming chinese year astrology. Apparently its gonna be a good year for me. really? not that I care but somehow it gives me the motivation to live haha!

(unhappy)

2010-02-04T03:20:00.002+11:00

i just hate it when people snap so easily. One minute you're like this and then the next minute you're like that. jangan buat orang benggang okay!

tukar layout?

2010-02-03T14:27:00.002+11:00

malasssss! nanti tah.. nanti being 60 mins later or isuk or maybe next week or next yearrr

yawns

bah blog!

2010-02-01T23:32:00.002+11:00

blog blog blog

(think)

delete!

(press save now)

baaahhhhh

Why is that I can't smell my own edt? note to self: buy edp next time. (anger inside)

Fadhli kawin yesterday, saw like everyone from school friends to families. Kali sudah ku ke icc I saw some of my MD friends. Kali si sabik inda kenal aku *sigh* maybe maksudnya ia nda kenal aku atu pasal aku ani makin gamuk hfdjksfhsdjkgdhfj

On other note, mejaku masih lagi balum berarrange so yeah nada proper place to blog (alasan inda munasabah)

and who is gigitte?? kan gigit kah? haha

rarrrrr

do you believe in magic?

2010-01-28T01:37:00.002+11:00

not magic trick but just pure witch magic. Apatah ko dapat tu lapas main magic2 atu? ada rasa power kah? haha power sementara saja tu, karang di akhirat kana tuntut.

lu pikirlah sendiriiii woohoo!

my my

2010-01-20T02:42:00.002+11:00

panas gym atu tadi mcm sauna, si leena cakap mukaku unhappy haha! yes i was unhappy.

to hien happy XXVIth birthday

2010-01-17T13:17:00.007+11:00

just want to post up a birthday greeting of someone special! Hien is XXVI years old today! Happy birthday baby sorry that I miss your birthday this year (again) but at least this time i didn't miss the one on 15th december right? Hope this year brings lotssss of luck, good health and prosperity to you so that you can buy me nice stuffs hahahaha!! just kidding!

love

mt!

a conversation

2010-01-15T01:16:00.003+11:00

r: It's been raining all the time, 24/7 so I can't go out

h: Good, then you'll be fair [referring to my tanned skin]

r: but I don't want to be fair, i like dark skin

h: yeah with your skin, its gonna take 100 years! [to stay away from sunlight in order to be fair]

note

2010-01-13T19:06:00.003+11:00

bukannya ku nada masa kan blog tapi mejaku panuh wah, nada tampat ergonomic kan menaip2.

translation:

its not that I do not want to blog, but my table is so cluttered that there's no ergonomic place for typing (blogging).

brunei!

2010-01-07T13:52:00.002+11:00

back in kb! i have to go to the mobile service provider to get my old number bakkkkkk!

lazzzzy where's everyone?

lalalal~

(still in sydney)

2010-01-02T20:01:00.001+11:00

oh yeah! loving snorkeling. but the weather is giving me a run down. Inda lagi lama ku balik!

today

2009-12-31T11:26:00.005+11:00

i learnt the true meaning of "Sometimes not knowing is better than knowing"

lalalalalalalaaaaaaa~

okay

2009-12-30T17:46:00.002+11:00

maybe i should blog like twice a day. One with brackets and one without.

hmmm so i went to the old apartment to clean. I think i inhale so much chemical fumes that my lungs are feeling cold now like sajuk. Again it could just me, you know imaginative! Hien said i'm imaginative but if I could use my imagination on my packing skills it would be better. Obviously, I don't understand what he meant. hoohaa

So if I'm not either packing or cleaning, I would be stalking people. yes thats how bored i am nowadays. And again maybe i should stop stalking people cos karma might hit me. but i'm bored what to do?

While i was cleaning right, i was thinking I'll be back in Brunei for good after almost 4 years. I think it's a good break from home, so many things happened between those year, i lost few people around me, i made many friends, i was at a miserable state when i came here, got cheered up, became normal, hate politics, hated you, hate me, hate them, loved you, love you, like them, got hated, got love and the list goes on

no i don't have a new year's resolution, i stopped having resolutions ages ago. but i would like to lose some weight haha!

(rant)

2009-12-30T11:25:00.002+11:00

So I have a new system. Any topic that starts with an open bracket means you will hate me after reading the entry, so instead you can skip reading them and just read entries without brackets in the topic.

So I've already started sleeping at a friend's house because i have to move out of my house right. So his house is right next to the traffic light and its at level 5. everything is not right. so not right.

traffic light = noises from cars, exhaust noises from buses argh

level 5 = dust creeps inside the house easily

which gives me headache from interrupted sleep and sore throat from constantly trying to blow my nose.

baaaaah

raRarARararra

me and my wardrobe we got issues

2009-12-28T16:02:00.002+11:00

so yeah, i just realised like i don't really wear anything apart from tshirt and jeans, tshirt and leggings and moar tshirts. Then i looked at some of my tagged photos in fb, hmm there's this one shirt i only wore them like once a year and there's this group of tshirt that I wore like 123485475483ty billion times a year. Gosh this blog post is pointless!

boo!

2009-12-25T15:49:00.000+11:00

happy note; not so happy note; sad note

2009-12-17T20:49:00.001+11:00

1) doraemon is already big

2) lupa ku apakan ku tulis

3) lupa ku jua

rararararararaar

Bahasa

2009-12-15T13:41:00.004+11:00

kan cakap urang putih tapi grammar tunggang tebalik, cemanakan tu? If I were a grammar police in facebook I could have corrected gazzilions status. I'm not saying that my english is superb but hairan ku kenapa urang terlalu confident kan becakap english, terlalu suka bercakap english sedangkan status yang di tulis di dalam bahasa english atu ditujukan untuk semua kawan-kawan melayu?

I don't mind if you're speaking broken english if thats a common language between you and the person you're addressing to. Ani kawan diri atu 100% melayu, pembaca blog 100% melayu cakap melayu lah. Jangan tah kan cakap english, menyusahkan diri saja, but again UNLESS if your english is readable that is fine for moi.

Tapi again its your preference. your action. I'm just observing and giving my opinions that you don't even need.

bahhhh

Hey it's hien's fake birthday today!! Happy birthday baby!! xoxo

sometimes..

2009-12-13T20:36:00.004+11:00

I'm thankful to Allah that I'm the only child. I don't have to worry about envious siblings, I don't have to worry about being disowned by my own brother or sister, I don't have to worry about being the black sheep in the family. Seriously, at this point of life I've seen so much and I'm only 23!

Second matter is about mum. I know i know syurga itu terletak di kaki ibu. Sekalinya your ibu ada conflict sama someone else, jangan tah kan melawan kan ibu atu pasal inda semestinya ibumu lurus. Sepatutnya di suruh ibu atu bersabar. sabar sabar sabar. sabar sabar sabar sabar sabar sabar

Semua yang berlaku ada hikmah di sebaliknya.

note to self

2009-12-12T15:02:00.003+11:00

My grandmother passed away yesterday. Got a call around 345am, I was sleeping, too tired to pick it up. Got a text, read it straight away, restless sleep tarus. Didn't reply that text until around 830 in the morning. Less than 2 months ago my uncle passed away and now it's my granny's turn.

This left a thought in my head, when everyone around you started dying, this means more people around me will soon go and then it's my time to go. This is sooner than I expected.

Al- Fatihah.

apa-apa pun

2009-12-11T10:22:00.001+11:00

hidup ani jangan sanggup menipu kerana ego.

are you old? do you feel old?

2009-12-07T22:57:00.002+11:00

Currently people around me are complaining that they're already old. Can do this or that already..I was like w t ff? Mind you they're only a bit older than me by 1 2 years and sometimes younger than me! I dont feel it yet but if I do I'll tell you.

being anonymous

2009-12-06T12:55:00.003+11:00

been thinking, wouldn't it be nice to have a blog that you can say just about anything because you're anonymous

but again, nothing can be kept as a secret forever

nothing

when..

2009-12-05T17:23:00.002+11:00

something is big for someone and it means nothing to you or vice versa

hmmm~ kan tidur ku

now now,

2009-12-04T11:43:00.002+11:00

nena went back already, tadi pagi. So its me and leena now! darnwise i mean!

aku bangun kul 930 and now its 1145, balum ku brekkie mandi etc. omg im horrs!

hungry

bah atu saja

did i just drop my business card somewhere?

2009-12-02T14:10:00.002+11:00

another wtf day

1) tried calling a department with 3 different extensions, semua nada kana jawab

2) 2 random msn contacts add, no i do NOT want to berkenalan via msn

3) oh i dont think im dumb

4) pipe leak in my house? my kitchen was flooded and today ada open inspection!

sabar sabar semua yang terjadi ada hikmah di sebaliknya!

zomg!

2009-12-01T12:38:00.002+11:00

i hate idolization.

like-

1/ when you only drink starbucks coffee just because its starbucks coffee and NOT because its a fair trading coffee beans THATS IDOLIZATION

2/ when you only use hoodies NOT because its windy THATS IDOLIZATION

3/ when you love bags that have some sort of monogram because its (insert the brandname) and NOT because it's a nice bag THATS IDOLIZATION

the list is never ending

and i hate it.

bish

ahh how i miss old times

2009-11-26T23:46:00.003+11:00

had a good chat with mel just now! That girl she has the brain of an elephant!! ingat ia wah everythingg masa di hostel atu! cali eh hehehe i miss almost everyone! (ALMOST)

bish

for sale and giveaways

2009-11-21T15:36:00.007+11:00

UPDATE 25/11

FOR SALE

OPI and China Glaze nailpolish $5 each SOLD

GIVEAWAYS

Most of the giveaways are gone but there are still some.

Hello eveerybodyyyy

2009-11-21T10:40:00.003+11:00

just dropping by to say hello. it's been a while.

I'm going back to Brunei for good, soon. So this time I'm gonna sell some of my stuffs(for real). Like things that I cant bring back such as nail polishes and maybe some of my makeup. and book shelfs and table and this and that. I will post it up here soon and I'm also going to post up in other threads.

as for now.

ciao!

another note

2009-10-18T13:48:00.003+11:00

i dont feel like blogging in a long time. I'm still mourning over my uncle's death, till I'm ready to talk about it publicly I shall not blog.

Al-Fatihah

a note to self

2009-10-16T19:07:00.004+11:00

My uncle passed away last night around 2240 Syd time. I just want to put this up in my blog to remind myself about life. He died leaving my granny, his son, his sisters and brothers. rest in peace

Al-Fatihah.

random statement

2009-10-07T21:06:00.000+11:00

semua urang gila harta.

discuss.

i need a rest

2009-09-26T18:22:00.001+10:00

from blogging that is. will be back when i feel like blogging.

random thoughts

2009-09-14T11:01:00.002+10:00

I wanna blog about something just before going to uni and sit for my exams.

I like it when people say to me "Aww you poor thing.." cos in my head I'm a cute chinchilla like this..

Image borrowed from http://www.thecutereport.com/index.php/category/chinchilla/

oh yeah! i no kid you

2009-09-11T20:10:00.003+10:00

So i cut my hair, short, forgetting that I'm graduating in a few months time, so my bad. I'll be graduating with short hair. hah

According to my assumed calculation, Raya is in 8-9 days? So happy eid to everyone celebrating it. I don't think I'm in the mood for eid celebration this year, I've done too much sin to Allah and everyone so why bother celebrating something that isn't mine.

hmmmm i still like the ribbon shoes.. maybe next time.

bish

some people are..

2009-09-08T22:11:00.001+10:00

just self centered fuckers.

On hairstyles

2009-09-04T12:17:00.003+10:00

Need to cut this hair, I'm bored with long hair. Thinking of cutting it short, pixie short is nice but thats such a big transformation hmmm maybe just above the neck short, if i have the balls hahaha I like Yani's hair, maybe i'll kopikat that hair hehehe

Watched Ingluorious Basterds with hien last night, I liked that movie, okay maybe because I was watching it with hien so everything was nice and funny haha but that movie was funny itself!

till then

bish

people change

2009-09-01T18:31:00.002+10:00

note to self: people change, even within 5 seconds. or it could be that people behave differently to different people; you know like selective behavior. I hope I don't do selective behavior and I hope whenever I change its for the better. But doesn't that mean you're lying if you behave differently with several people?

i believe in..

2009-08-30T17:02:00.003+10:00

karma. I believe in karma. I believe in karma. I believe in karma.

My nails suck without acrylic. pfft

Boifren will be back tomorrow, and I can already predict one the things he will do tomorrow. Him sitting on his butt watching the replay of man utd vs arsenal on his laptop over and over again!

and now i can fishtail braid I'm so happy!

dancing the happy dance!

2009-08-28T09:36:00.002+10:00

*grinsssssss* something's mine supposed to return soon!

On other note, I have this friend,A who doesn't befriend my other friend,B and now A is totally ignoring me like listening to her ipod singing to songs while im in front of her, imagining inda nampak and all this shit. Just because I'm closer to B doesn't mean I'm not A's friend anymore. pfft and also B didn't ask me to not talk to you! but it could be my fault because I'm somehow ignoring A too cos I totally do no know what to do plus yes I'm sometimes annoyed with A's OTT behavior. Oh well~

bishhhh

kill me!!

2009-08-27T06:43:00.002+10:00

i want them babies!!!! real baaaaad! i'll give it a week to think over but i really want them for now!

R.R says

Happy birthday little mt!

I hope

I'm back from the west

No wakeup early

Southside- Lloyd Ft Ashanti (Official Video)

i pledge.

i already know what i want...(obviously not need)

back and annoyed

telling lies to prevent the lied-to being hurt

being a minimal fashionista

I DONT KNOW WHAT IS PRODUCTIVE

I hope

Things that breaks will only make us stronger

Thoughts in the morning

woke up in the morning..

5

25th

i've been..

Look at this beauty and..

priority list 2011

You can't see your own happiness through your own eyes

Life as you want it to be

I'm still alive

Thoughts

Guess

Today's living

Testing

banar banar banar banarrrrrrr

i am sad

you're not telling me

a minimalist

why?

self tying shoe laces

if you are a nail polish addict..

promises

*GASP!* Guilty!

i do not want to sleep

lv ads

i'm never this baik

distractions are minor things that you thought won't distract me

pfft psycho much

the lesser the more?

fucking hormones

thoughts coming out of my head

busy like a goddess

(imy)

(hmmmmmph)

"i don't update anymore"

werq it!

my greatest fear

(ada urang jahat)

apakan kraja mu?

mother and redbull

plan

i'm not ready

now what!

think that i need to bath my cat

this is my year! *shoves everything*

(unhappy)

tukar layout?

bah blog!

do you believe in magic?

my my

to hien happy XXVIth birthday

a conversation

note

brunei!

(still in sydney)

today

okay

(rant)

me and my wardrobe we got issues

boo!

happy note; not so happy note; sad note

Bahasa

sometimes..

note to self

apa-apa pun

are you old? do you feel old?

GASP! Guilty!

this is my year! shoves everything