telling lies to prevent the lied-to being hurt

hmmm I don't know. I don't want to eat bullshit, but sometimes when I'm at a vulnerable state, I intentionally ate it.

This is a crazy time of my life, i don't want to run away but it seems to me running away to better hands is actually the right thing to do. I need to focus on my life, step back millions times, long enough so you can come back to the equilibrium state.

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