26 in 2012

Few weeks ago I turned 26. Got a flower bouquet that I requested from H and a sweet little poem. Today he said, can't do this LDR anymore. I said okay. That was a text message in whatsapp.

Fast forward 19hours, here I am writing this trying to reason out. Can't reason in the morning cos I am still jet lagged from my business trip. What a good timing?

The only reason I can come out is, if one thinks this relationship is not worth the wait then so be it. As much as I feel insulted to be dumped over a whatsapp message, I believe I deserve better.

So I'm going to spend the rest of the year reflecting and making myself happy around families and friends.

Thanks for the wonderful 6 years, I may have caused your heart troubles, I may have brought you burden and stress, we may not do many things together but I always thought we have many years ahead to do all those things that others do. Well I guess I was wrong. Hmm I sound petty don't I? Hah at least you don't get to call me Map anymore!

RR