Winning and letting go

Today I won a $20 shopping voucher for answering a quiz. In fact, I like answering quizzes or riddles and I usually win something  from it. Just for the gist.

When I looked back and reflect, I realised that I like winning. I think this is due to the nature of being an only child, everything has to be my way(if possible). I also realised that I don't necessarily like winning if the task is difficult and the prize is not worth all the effort...

This comes to the second part of the title, which is letting go. I am not risk adverse, but my approach to winning is only go for it if you think you can...like 99% sure that you can win and not 50-50. And for that 1% chance of losing it must not induce any emotional and physical disgrace. 

All being said above, being human, I do let myself go away from what I set for resulting all the consequences of not winning a.k.a losing. Two days ago I told myself its time to move on. I decided that I need to move on and set myself for positivity in life. So yeah no more sad post. ; )

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