you are still special

So you deserve a birthday post.

To the person who invested time for me,

To the person who knew me enough,

To the person who held me down,

To the person who I still gasp for air,

Too bad we were just too reactive for each other.

Happy 30th Birthday H. I read somewhere, a man's life starts at 30..may this year be a starting point for all the good things in your life.

Love,

bish and Do

I just want you to be happy...

Be happy, and according to you, we won't be happy if we stay, we'll be happier if we're not together.. how can it be? you took my happiness away. I am still bitter, it has been almost a year, maybe you already found your happiness and if you do please show me how to. This is for you H.

bish

Abracadabra -Jessie J

A song, dedicated to you, far away from me but still close to my heart..

I just wanna be where my heart is...

Sometime late last year or early this year i set up a future date with H to watch the new Batman movie....I'm so sad to type it down!!!! Guess we have to skip this down. SO SADDD :,(

Short sentences update

Our memories are always ours. Ours to keep.

bish

Well

I just miss you.

Rara

My affair with the O and an update on my wishlist!

I remember when they were only 90AUD...too poor to buy them, now its 160$, less poor, still thinking about them..i fell in love with you over and over!

Last time I post something about my wishlish for 2012 birthday, well I didn't manage to get all 4 things..I only bought one of them up till now. So much for saying I might have all of them by my 26th birthday haha. Not quite an achievement!

Achievements for 25th year living on planet Earth? Well I raised Do to his 2nd year of course with the help of others, not forgetting, I survived big drama in my family, broke up the first time then made up(yes i remember that), went offshore vomitted the first 2 days in, one of my bff deleted me off her life, went to holland for business then for play in rome, barcelona and brussels. Went to sydney- holiday cut short because of the drama :( So yeah i survived. 26th birthday, the only present I got was from H. Great at least you buy me present I rarely buy you stuff because what if you dont like the colour, what if its too bright, what if its too small..i guess i am really scared of rejection.

Bish

Woah its 2012 already!

Hello dusty blog!

Its saturday morning, no work and its february 2012. Happy months ahead which will lead to a happy year! Just an update, we are doing well; nick, do and me had a good start this year. :)

The reason why I wanted to blog today because im inspired, sort of found my new years resolution hehe as usual the first one will be to lose weight (oh the neverending lose weight drama) but this inspiration to lose weight has escalated last night after looking at skinny fashion magazine editors! I do not want to elaborate on which specific magazine editors but i think all of them are skinny.

I have been doing the beginners crossfit for a month and kinda addicted to it eventhough i feel like i didnt train hard enough. What i like about this training is that its done outdoors and i feel the DOMS after the second day so i feel like im growing the muscles and obviously i will walk funny for few days. My next aim is to do this crossfit training at least twice a week outdoors in few weeks time.

Okay will do another update , say in another 2 months!

X
Bish

back and annoyed

back in brunei = annoyed.

the conclusion for my shortened holiday = Gained few kilos!!!! I have exactly ONE week to flatten this stomach before i can tuck my work shirt!!!

Other than that, I missed H already, I should have spend more time with him. I feel bad but I went back to brunei with his blessings okay so I didn't feel as bad. I hope that he will get a job at the end of this year and really hoping that his job is in Perth so I'll have a reason to visit Perth since I have never been there and drop by Cult Status and look at the colorful bags. (So RBA please fly to Perth next year!).

Its the king's birthday so celebration for 2 weeks and this is the only time I can get sotong tutuk(dried and squashed squid)..I LOVE sotong tutuk so much! but I love H more!

Rarararara!

I hope

for everything to be good. Went to the gym for a semi-proper workout in the evening, well I need to gain some momentum to get ready for September! Full moon party are you feeling it???

So I'm back from offshore after 18days, I feel so detached with everything..Cant even type properly with my iphone but one thing for sure Im getting better with computer keyboard. Do has been a good kitty during absence except for scratching my massage chair and rejecting red meat..Everything else is good.

I saw H eating persimmon in ft. He was teasing me with great satisfaction on his face "here have some!" *shove it in front of his phone while i was gulping my tasteless saliva* I remember we used to fight for fruits like cherries and nectarine lol i miss those times..

Rara

5

i love you. i love you no matter what. come again in five years time, ask if our mutual feelings have changed.

I promised myself not to cry today. Only today because its our half decade.

banar banar banar banarrrrrrr

i love you baby!

i do not want to sleep

for I was waiting for the days to pass by fast. God, please make this 2 weeks fast. and the next 2 weeks slower.

r

the lesser the more?

its so funny that it seems that the less frequent I blog, the more spam visits I get. Why is that? could it be one of the apps in this blog that made my blog more visible to spammers or what?

On a personal level, I am going to the rig (oh did I mention this in other post?) in one week time. looking forward to it so that I can have the 2 weeks of nothingness hah! I am still paranoid if people ask me how are you? how is it going especially people that knew me back from Sydney. I just don't know what to answer dammit!

"I'm good! all good"

"oh yeah?"

"Yes!"

"ooOOuu"

The fact that I'm getting crazy here doesn't stand! I just miss youu

R

busy like a goddess

busy busy busy at the same time missing someone! Omg I think my life sucks for some reason! I even have to study like its uni time! omgomgmgog can someone fly over here and give me a hug?

r

(imy)

hien has gone camping/fishing trip. I am left with Do alone. uwaaaaaa

time for the incomplete family photo!

As you can see he's using 2 collars, the purple one is the "calm collar" which doesn't help at all. But Do just found out laser light, YES red beaming laser! He thought its some sort of red flies, his reaction to the beam is exactly the same as looking at flies! hohoho!

Oh btw, Do is Doraemon's nick name in writing. Doesn't it sound very vietnamese?? hehhee we miss hien today and tomorrow and the day after tomorrow!

xoxox

bish and Do

werq it!

everybody is born equal in capacity.

look at this baby, if only i can afford to have them now.....

and I didn't even buy the ribbon shoes i posted before..at least this style suits my office wardrobe (wardrobe which is non-existent and the office which I will only visit maybe less than 10 times a year considering my rig assignment).

x

r

to hien happy XXVIth birthday

just want to post up a birthday greeting of someone special! Hien is XXVI years old today! Happy birthday baby sorry that I miss your birthday this year (again) but at least this time i didn't miss the one on 15th december right? Hope this year brings lotssss of luck, good health and prosperity to you so that you can buy me nice stuffs hahahaha!! just kidding!

love

mt!

a conversation

r: It's been raining all the time, 24/7 so I can't go out

h: Good, then you'll be fair [referring to my tanned skin]

r: but I don't want to be fair, i like dark skin

h: yeah with your skin, its gonna take 100 years! [to stay away from sunlight in order to be fair]

On hairstyles

Need to cut this hair, I'm bored with long hair. Thinking of cutting it short, pixie short is nice but thats such a big transformation hmmm maybe just above the neck short, if i have the balls hahaha I like Yani's hair, maybe i'll kopikat that hair hehehe

Watched Ingluorious Basterds with hien last night, I liked that movie, okay maybe because I was watching it with hien so everything was nice and funny haha but that movie was funny itself!

till then

bish