Its 3am now, i think I'm having a jetlag and to make things worse i have class at 9am tmrw and I need to wake up at 7.
I'm a bit upset today. I don't like what I'm doing now, just because I don't excel at it. It's fucking hard for me to accept that and I feel dumb and I'm tired of crying cos it won't change anything! I don't want to do extra things but at the same time I don't want to give up as well so it's just annoying.
I question myself, didn't i work hard enough? what did i do wrong? what's actually wrong with me? what the fuck man even after 3years I still can't get the flow? then I must be stupid. On other note, maybe I'm just lazy. Lazy but smart that's why I managed to pass everything but not excel. Whatever the reasons are I'm fucking annoyed.
fuck fudgity fuck
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