i'm never this baik

just wanna shout out goodluck to everyone in Sydney for their exams!

im an eating machine

zomg doing economic model for thesis is depressing! I ate and do shit stuff, like finishing one whole bar of fruit and nut, co-finished with hirda that 500ml of Mother drink, whole lot of mini-snickers and army batch of spaghetti. Hirda even finished 5x250ml vitasoy in one night. I'm supposed to go to gym in the morning but we slept around 6am because we kept on eating and eating, doing and worrying about thesis!

I'm so gonna die soon if like this!

6 minutes to blog

Monday!

In six minutes i have to take shower so i wont be late for class! This week I'm looking forward to finishing this korean series "Shining Inheritance". aaaaaaand of course my thesis and homeworks.

Alhamdulillah, my cold is 70% gone so I can breathe easily now.

okay that's all

ps: hien if youre reading this! hello i miss you x

R

hai!

hmm listening to Katy Perry, her songs are generally tolerable to hear so not complaining. Loving the songs Thinking of you and Mannequin.

Went to the gym with bobo and nanda so i worked out like a man today hehe they even taught me this aerobic weight lifting. it hurts even on 1kg dumbbells lol:s

On studying I'm still doing my thesis but its damn boring and dull!

dsncdcidenvifdvndfl i think this is one of my bida post!

Pictures

So i uploaded some pictures taken while in vietnam. You can view them here! I didnt take a lot of pictures cos im just lazy!

Its 3am now, i think I'm having a jetlag and to make things worse i have class at 9am tmrw and I need to wake up at 7.

I'm a bit upset today. I don't like what I'm doing now, just because I don't excel at it. It's fucking hard for me to accept that and I feel dumb and I'm tired of crying cos it won't change anything! I don't want to do extra things but at the same time I don't want to give up as well so it's just annoying.

I question myself, didn't i work hard enough? what did i do wrong? what's actually wrong with me? what the fuck man even after 3years I still can't get the flow? then I must be stupid. On other note, maybe I'm just lazy. Lazy but smart that's why I managed to pass everything but not excel. Whatever the reasons are I'm fucking annoyed.

fuck fudgity fuck

r

yay!

tomorrow will be my last exam, then my life would be clear nothingness! hehe

Went for infill and shorten my nails just now(so no reason for typo anymore) and had them painted in another colour, which hien described as "cheap prostitute colour, not even expensive one". In the bottle the colour looked pretty okay!!

Okay, continue studying! zazzz

ah (bulb emoticon)

はじめまして！ Hajimemashite!

わたしは　ラミザです。

I am very hard to please.

どうぞ　よりしく。

Im learning Japanese people, not that I'm a jap-freak! Its fun to learn something with friends lalala

marah ku marah!

macam2 jua eh.

first i have exam tomorrow. gerenti makan pill punya paper

second, travel agent is being an ass

third, exam ku 3023 and 3009 on the same day (INDA DAPAT TUKAR day yatah nda pedah membayar tuition fees bepuluh2 ribu inda jua kana layan appeal kami nasib jua ku nda payah bayar satu sen kan skulah apart from my bus ticket to uni)

fourth, i heard some one has a nu bf

fifth, marah ku marah for no 1 to 3rd reasons

sixth, lapar ku eh

seventh, twilight ku balum abis baca, cemana kan start revision????

arghh angry with me.

Dear Teacher

Thanks for failing me!

ARGH!

i need a good break!

i need a break from all my uni work! i know talking about school work is boring but i need a friggin break from all these assignments essays and exams! I can't even count 5-2+2 anymore!! thats how damaged i am. astaah lari ke hawaii ku karang!!! haha

sabar sabar sabarr mizahhh

At last...

..I have time to blog! Woke up at 7 for the past 3 days(YES THAT 4am IN BRUNEI!!) because I have class at 8. I'm not settled yet, still couldn't find a place to live in. Gosh I wish i can just buy a unit here so I don't have to walk around and look for places to stay.  

Anywaysssss, just to update you guys, there's nothing to update actually. Most of my subjects this semester are economics and more economics and risk 

management. plus a bit of geology and geophysics. I don't like geology~

Something soothing,

ada urang suka duduk dalam bakul

p.s. Pool table is sold so there's no need for me to post the picture.

xoxo,

bish